Guruji, where are you now?

Shortly after my Guruji left his body, I went on a long hike to the shrine of a goddess in a high mountain pass. I missed my guru so much. After 5 hrs of walking I sat down by the rocky sanctuary of the goddess to meditate, and this question came to me: Guruiji, where are you now?

The moment I asked, the reply appeared in my mind.

I wrote it down:

I am the air and the space in which the air moves

I hold the birds in their flight

I caress your face as the wind

I cause each blade of grass to wave and each seed to sprout

I part the clouds

I am the sky

I let you feel the warmth of me through the rays of the sun

I let the rain fall through me

I am in each drop of rain

I allow the seasons to change seamlessly into each other

I fill your chest and flow through your blood

I enter every cell in your being

I am the pulse in your body and the beat of your heart

I am the one who is aware

I am the one who is aware of awareness

I am everything you see before you, have seen and will ever see.

I am none of this

I am All

Vijay Shyam. June 2017, Chandrakhani Pass